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Sep. 22nd, 2005

Hi, I'm new.
I had a really bad dream which, for me, is not uncommon. Every since I can remember I have had either experiences with spirits (evil spirits, I believe they are demons) or dreams having do to with spirits.

Since around the age of 13 I've had dreams where I was demon possessed or someone else was possessed and I was trying to exercise them and failing miserably. These are usually very disturbing for me. Sometimes I go about a week with no sleep because I'm afraid to dream. (If you want to hear more about my experiences with the spirits ask.)

Last night was different. I can only remember some of it. If it had been a dream where I had became possessed it would have been disturbing, yes, but a bit of the norm. Last night I dreampt that I was going to a party but I had to run to my friends house first to get something (I can't remember what). It was my aunt driving, me in the passenger seat, and my mom in the back. We pulled up to this friends house (I can't remember who he was or if I've ever seen him before) and I go into his house and walk up the stairs to the second story and into his room and that's when I realize that they're in the middle of an exorcism. (I can't remember what it was called, but the guy actually said to me "This is _____________. We've been in this stage of the exorcism for six hours now.")

There is a girl (who they are exorcising) kneeling beside her bed and near the foot of the bed is a cellphone. I look at the girl and she looks at me and we lock eyes and all of a sudden the demons within her start talking to me in some kind of unknown (to me) language. I start talking back not realizing what I'm doing or saying. Once I realize what's happening I freak out, grab the cellphone, and run down to the car and tell my aunt to drive fast.

We start driving and my mom and my aunt and they're both frantically asking me what happened because apparently they can tell that I'm a bit shaken up. And I don't say anything to them but halfway down the road, the car shuts off. Her car is a brand new toyota so I don't know why it would break down. So, then I freak out and get out of the car and run down the street.

That's all I can remember. I can't remember what we said to each other except "au matin" which is french for "the morning".

Can anyone help me with this? It's really bothering me and I just need someone to tell me they understand and that I'm okay.



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Nov. 16th, 2005 10:05 am (UTC)
i wouldnt worry to much
The thing to remember about dreams is they are never a literal meaning. I've studied dreaming since i was thirteen and many things in dreams are just you subcontions talking to you the only way it knows how. Things like death and demonds can mean the exact opposite of what you think they mean.

Your dream is very interesting because while is has so many elements it really narrows down to one thing. You said you've been sentative to spirits and deamons and the such. Well I think this dream is trying to tell you not to run.

The party you were going to can simply mean a point of your life that is going to happen, the exorsim is an interesting thing and the best i can see is that your fear of many things can be slowly taking control of you and you may feel helpless against it. Your eyes locking and talking in an un-known launguage can mean that your subconsious is telling you to take control and face your fears but a part of you wont see that happening hence you run away. The cell phone can be that you need to start to communicate on another level with people close to you, maybe your mother or aunt if your close to her.

The new car breaking down can be seen as your own emotional self awearness. You feel young and strong yet very very vaunerable and afraid that something will overcome you. This brings you back to the exersisom, you are afraid something will over come you. You running from the car can be showing you that you again run instead of staying and trying to fix the problem.

I hope that hels you, if you have more questions you can email me at eyesdevine@gmail.com
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